one moment

I am convinced that there isn't one moment to waste on the trivial. It all counts. Cherish every moment. It can all change in a blink of an eye. Every second has a meaning and a higher purpose. Love. Just Love. You many not have another minute. What you think is, may not be what is at all. I used to think that I was the star of my own movie. My life: starring me. I have found out recently that it isn't my movie at all. I am not a star at all. I don't have a choice in the role I play, what script plays out, who the co- stars are in the movie with me, what the plot is......I have no choice. The only choice I ever have is to love. AND to choose to live each moment as if it really matters. Not that it matters for me, but that it matters for the One who created me. Love covers all. Love is all that matters.....When all else fails....love remains. When things get so out of control, the only thing to fall back on is the ONE who loves, who IS love. When everyone in the world fails you, the ONE who loves you, waits for you to come to HIM to pick you up and pick up the broken pieces of a shattered world. When you can't feel or understand, the one thing that remains, is.... that unbelieveable feeling, that you are not alone....that someone, somewhere is holding you together......JESUS....He is the ONE. He understands. HE comes....He fills in the gaps of misunderstandings. He brings peace when nothing can soothe a broken heart. He knows....every thought before it comes. Betrayal....He knows about that. But He will never do that.....In fact, He rescues us from the very ones that we think to trust, but should not. He is the God of possibilities in an impossible world. The only thing that holds it all together, including the beating of my heart and the air in my lungs, is something so BIG, so wonderful, and He chose me. He holds it all together. Everything would fall apart......Embrace...every moment....for there may not be another. Certainly not like the one we just had.....